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User:alchemichaos (10592572)
Name:Tatiana
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Bio:My body...marked. Years of confusion. See it in the mirror. Feel it working its way through. Crawling inside. Struggle with time. This darkened cave. Lantern aloft. Light that way. I do not know it. No wings. Foot fall. Rugged floor. Torn. Bleed for knowing. Bleed for a path. Play the perfect fool. Mind wanders. Often offended. Image played. Mind’s eye. Scathing. Burned out and broken man. Feel the presence. Journey continued. Thoughtful paradise. Fraught with peril. Beyond another reason. Understanding is lost. Gracious touch. Cold fingers grazing. Dead eyes gazing. Send it...shattered, scattered, to the winds. Prove this universal failure. What has it to do with God? Poet’s folly. Words mean nothing here. What is the price? Too high and who cares? Oh, to fly away...

Tedious, fake forms of word play. Here, again. You dull my senses. Babble on. Babylon. All fall. Eventually. All sees what all wants to see. Give what you haven’t got. Cracked...the masks...Deux. Harken, broken man, those lollies to your heart. This black whole of a soul. Grievous. The light grows dim. Sucked dry. Wasted years. Mischievous and maniacal. Alchemic chaos of being and not being. Ah, to simply exist. Solidity of a soul. Granted...what reason? No point. No one I understand. Break it. My lack of vision. Shards. Cut out what truth is. Lie to yourself. Hours march on. What do I know of it? I see. I think. I feel. Questioning wraps my soul. Blankets of warm and honest flesh. Nothing I will not build for myself. Nothing damned without my influence. Internal. I wish to think it...I shall. Realities of unbalanced gifts. I give and take nothing. Ravenous cry. Silenced mouth. Knowledge...willful destruction comes. I want more. This prisoner’s plight...poisoned. Wasted precious perfection. Different places. Time immortal. Immemorial. I am material. Whole. The cave opens. Never come alone.


"As I was walking in the fires of hell, delighted with the enjoyments of Genius, which to Angels look like torment and insanity." (Blake)


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